The Lord has been so gracious. Akila is still sleeping and it is nearly 9:00. We need to hit the road for sure by 10:00 so I will be waking her shortly.
We have a painter here today (it was a Groupon buy) and he is painting my kitchen. I have been able to get him set up without having Akila getting super hyper and nutty about the painter being here. She is really excited the kitchen is getting painted and wants me to send pictures- great idea!
It is a 4 hour drive, and I am not expecting any issues. Akila is acting like she is going to camp. I have been careful not to glorify this place, but she is excited about the adventure. This is a true blessing, but it is also a sign of how damaged her brain is. A typical child would be terrified.
Thanks for all of your support, will report as soon as I can how it goes.
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Praying for you and your family.
You are all in my prayers today. Your kitchen seems to be a fitting metaphor...a fresh start on many levels for each member of your family today. Not easy, not perfect, not convenient, not healed, but none the less a fresh start. And - always - loved.
-Carrie
I wish I could just give you a hug. It's going to be a tough day even under the best of circumstances. Praying for the strength for you to walk through it, that God's peace will just take over your hearts, and that you will feel confident that your decision, even in the middle of the hurt and sadness. Praying, praying, praying.
Praying - can I drop dinner off at your house later? COSTCO chickens and veggies. :) Txt me if it's yes!
praying for your heart today.
May you feel your loving Father's arms around you (and Akila) today.
xo
Thinking of you.
I hope it is a good adventure for her.
Yes, a normal kid would be terrified. I recall sending my RAD/FASD kid on a flight, he skipped onto the plane without a care. Yep, damaged brain at work.
Thinking of you now. Know that it has taken us about a year to feel okay about this placement, and to feel closer to fine. Of course now they want to send him home, and that will just put us back in the hand basket we were in.
I have been in this same situation. I am praying God's grace and provision for you to ENJOY this next season, amidst the grief and loss. You have fought the good fight- you and your family are allowed to feel relief, sadness, and joy! I am also praying that your support systems extend much graciousness and love suring this time.
I just caught up on your blog a little bit. I am sorry Barb, praying for You, Akila, and the whole family. Love you. Janelle
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